...מי שרוצה לשוב לה' יתברך
Whoever wants to return to Hashem… return to Hashem… to do Teshuvah…?
Do I want to stop all the nonsense? Do I want to leave all my bad habits?
Do I want to start accomplishing, to start actually come close to Hashem?
What do I need to do?
Do I want to stop all the nonsense? Do I want to leave all my bad habits?
Do I want to start accomplishing, to start actually come close to Hashem?
What do I need to do?
...צריך להיות בקי בהלכה מאד
I need to be an expert, to be proficient. In what do I need to be proficient?
...שלא יפיל אותו ולא ירחק אותו
...שלא יפיל אותו ולא ירחק אותו
I must be an expert in the knowledge that I can never let anything throw me down. Nothing should be able to distance me from Hashem.
...שום דבר בעולם
I shouldn’t think that there can be something which I might allow to throw me down or distance me. I shouldn’t let anything in the world do that.
...בין בעילייה
Sometimes I find myself on a high. Things are going good. But being successful can also knock me down, and distance me. I have to be careful not to let my highs distance me.
...ובין בירידה
I shouldn’t think that there can be something which I might allow to throw me down or distance me. I shouldn’t let anything in the world do that.
...בין בעילייה
Sometimes I find myself on a high. Things are going good. But being successful can also knock me down, and distance me. I have to be careful not to let my highs distance me.
...ובין בירידה
And even if I know how to be cautious during good times, I have to be especially careful when I’m on a low. I have to make sure not to allow my down days knock me down.
ובכל מה שיעבור עליו
No matter what I may ever encounter, I must never let anything weaken me.
יחזק את עצמו, שקורין דער האלטין זיך
יחזק את עצמו, שקורין דער האלטין זיך
I must always be strong. I must always hold on. I can never lose my resolve.
ויקיים "אם אסק שמים שם אתה, ואציעה שאול הנך" שגם בשאול תחתיות יכולין לקרב את עצמו להשי"ת כי גם שם הוא נמצא בבחי' ואציעה שאול הנך.
Hashem is everywhere. Hashem is even in the lowest places. Wherever I may have fallen, Hashem is also there. Therefore, I can always come close to Him, even here, even now. I don’t have to wait until I “get out”. I don’t have to brush myself off. I just have to turn to Him, with simplicity and with faith. All I have to know is, “You are here.”
And then I am close to him.
Even here.
כשרוצה אדם לילל בדרכי התשובה
ויקיים "אם אסק שמים שם אתה, ואציעה שאול הנך" שגם בשאול תחתיות יכולין לקרב את עצמו להשי"ת כי גם שם הוא נמצא בבחי' ואציעה שאול הנך.
Hashem is everywhere. Hashem is even in the lowest places. Wherever I may have fallen, Hashem is also there. Therefore, I can always come close to Him, even here, even now. I don’t have to wait until I “get out”. I don’t have to brush myself off. I just have to turn to Him, with simplicity and with faith. All I have to know is, “You are here.”
And then I am close to him.
Even here.
כשרוצה אדם לילל בדרכי התשובה
When a person wants to go in the ways of Teshuvah and repentance… do I fit into that category?
צריך להיות בקי בהלכה, וצריד להיות לו שני בקיאיות, היינו בקי ברצוא בקי בשוב
צריך להיות בקי בהלכה, וצריד להיות לו שני בקיאיות, היינו בקי ברצוא בקי בשוב
I need to be an expert in running and returning. I need to know how to run, and I need to know how to come back.
שזהו בחינת עייל ונפיק
שזהו בחינת עייל ונפיק
Running and returning are an aspect of entering and exiting. I need to know what to do when I’m “in” and when I’m “out”.
בחי' אם אסק שמים שם אתה ואציעה שאול הנך
בחי' אם אסק שמים שם אתה ואציעה שאול הנך
When I’m flying high I’ve got to remember that Hashem is there too. When I’m low I have to know that He’s right here.
היינו, מי שרוצה לשוב להשי"ת צריך לחגור מתניו
If I want to return to Hashem, I need to accept upon myself, I need resolve …
שיתחזק את עצמו בדרכי ה'…
I need to be firm in my path…
תמיד...
Always. There’s no moment when I can let up.
בין בעלייה...
I shouldn’t think I can soften up when it’s going good.
בין בירידה. שהם בחי' אם אסק וכו' ואציעה וכו'
Even when I’m on a low, I can’t let up.
היינו בין שיזכה לאיזה עלייה, לאיזה מדרגה גדולה או קטנה...
No matter what I’ve already accomplished, whether I’ve achieved big things, or even just small things…
היינו, מי שרוצה לשוב להשי"ת צריך לחגור מתניו
If I want to return to Hashem, I need to accept upon myself, I need resolve …
שיתחזק את עצמו בדרכי ה'…
I need to be firm in my path…
תמיד...
Always. There’s no moment when I can let up.
בין בעלייה...
I shouldn’t think I can soften up when it’s going good.
בין בירידה. שהם בחי' אם אסק וכו' ואציעה וכו'
Even when I’m on a low, I can’t let up.
היינו בין שיזכה לאיזה עלייה, לאיזה מדרגה גדולה או קטנה...
No matter what I’ve already accomplished, whether I’ve achieved big things, or even just small things…
אעפ"כ, אל יעמוד שם, ולא יסתפק עצמו בזה...
I can’t stay where I am. I can’t be satisfied with what I have. I must realize that there’s still so much more that I can do, there are still so many heights which I can reach.
I can’t stay where I am. I can’t be satisfied with what I have. I must realize that there’s still so much more that I can do, there are still so many heights which I can reach.
וצריך שיהי בקי בזה - מאד...
I have to be proficient in this, very proficient in this…
I have to be proficient in this, very proficient in this…
לידע ולהאמין שהוא צריך לילך יותר ויותר וכו' שזהו בחי' בקי ברצוא וכו'
It takes great skill to know this, to know and to believe that no matter what, I must keep on going, to keep on growing.
וכן להיפך, שאפילו אם יפול ח"ו למקום שיפול...
The opposite is also true. Even if I fall wherever I might fall to…
It takes great skill to know this, to know and to believe that no matter what, I must keep on going, to keep on growing.
וכן להיפך, שאפילו אם יפול ח"ו למקום שיפול...
The opposite is also true. Even if I fall wherever I might fall to…
אפילו בשאול תחתיות ח"ו...
Even if I fall so low that it seems as if I’ve reached rock bottom, I’ve reached the worst. And of course if I realize that however low my fall may be, I’m still not the worse it can be…
Even if I fall so low that it seems as if I’ve reached rock bottom, I’ve reached the worst. And of course if I realize that however low my fall may be, I’m still not the worse it can be…
גם שם אל יתיאש את עצמו...
Even there, I can’t give up.
Even there, I can’t give up.
לעולם...
I can’t say that there’s a limit to how long I can hold on for. I must resolve that I will never give up.
I can’t say that there’s a limit to how long I can hold on for. I must resolve that I will never give up.
בשום אופן...
I can’t think that that’s only in a somewhat normal situation, but of course there are some circumstances which may warrant giving up. There is no such situation.
I can’t think that that’s only in a somewhat normal situation, but of course there are some circumstances which may warrant giving up. There is no such situation.
יהיה איך שיהיה...
No way can I ever give up, no matter what.
So if I’m not being successful, and I also can’t give up, what can I do?
No way can I ever give up, no matter what.
So if I’m not being successful, and I also can’t give up, what can I do?
רק יחפש ויבקש את השי"ת...
The only thing I can do is to search for Hashem…
The only thing I can do is to search for Hashem…
ויחזק את עצמו בכל מקום שהוא...
…and to be strong and hold on. No matter where I am now, I can’t consider that over here I’m unable to hold on. No matter what situation I’m in, I can’t think that in this case it’s not possible to hold on…
…and to be strong and hold on. No matter where I am now, I can’t consider that over here I’m unable to hold on. No matter what situation I’m in, I can’t think that in this case it’s not possible to hold on…
ובכל מה שיוכל...
And I’ve got to be strong and hold on with whatever I can, grab onto anything, just don’t let go…
And I’ve got to be strong and hold on with whatever I can, grab onto anything, just don’t let go…
כי גם בשאול תחתיות נמצא השי"ת, וגם משם יכולין לדבק את עצמו אליו ית', וזה בחי' ואציעה שאול הנך, בחי' בקי בשוב.
Even in the worst possible places, Hashem is there, for He is everywhere. I can come close to Him, to attach myself to Him, dveykus, even at my lowest. There’s no such thing as saying that I can’t be close to Him the way I am now, that I just have to wait until I get a little better. It’s not true that I can’t have dveykus in the place I am now. I can be close to Him here and now.
Even in the worst possible places, Hashem is there, for He is everywhere. I can come close to Him, to attach myself to Him, dveykus, even at my lowest. There’s no such thing as saying that I can’t be close to Him the way I am now, that I just have to wait until I get a little better. It’s not true that I can’t have dveykus in the place I am now. I can be close to Him here and now.
כי אי אפשר לזכות לתשובה כי אם כשבקי שתי בקיאיות אלו.
It’s impossible to achieve Teshuvah without being an expert in all this. These concepts are the basic tools which I have to acquire in order to be successful in my Teshuvah.
It’s impossible to achieve Teshuvah without being an expert in all this. These concepts are the basic tools which I have to acquire in order to be successful in my Teshuvah.
ובאמת היא בקיאות גדול מאד...
I shouldn’t fool myself. These really are very difficult concepts to internalize. But I must still realize that my life is dependent on putting in the time and effort in learning them.
I shouldn’t fool myself. These really are very difficult concepts to internalize. But I must still realize that my life is dependent on putting in the time and effort in learning them.
שיזכה לידע ולהאמין שצריכין ליגע עצמו ולטרוח בעבודת ה'…
I’ve got to internalize this. I must know and believe that I must put all my effort into my Avodas Hashem. I need to plug away in Avodas Hashem…
I’ve got to internalize this. I must know and believe that I must put all my effort into my Avodas Hashem. I need to plug away in Avodas Hashem…
תמיד...
Always. That means never to think that I only have to put that extra exertion in when I think that the situation calls for it. No. Everything I do in Avodas Hashem must be with all my strength.
Always. That means never to think that I only have to put that extra exertion in when I think that the situation calls for it. No. Everything I do in Avodas Hashem must be with all my strength.
ולצפות בכל עת להגיע למדרגה גבוה יותר.
And at all times I’ve got to be eager and hoping to reach higher levels. To always have that feeling that I wish and hope to reach a higher level than I am on now.
And at all times I’ve got to be eager and hoping to reach higher levels. To always have that feeling that I wish and hope to reach a higher level than I am on now.
ואעפ"כ אל יפול...
Here comes the hard part. Even though I’m always putting in all my effort, and I’m always trying and hoping to reach higher levels, but I still can never let anything get me down, even when I see that I’m trying so hard for so long…
Here comes the hard part. Even though I’m always putting in all my effort, and I’m always trying and hoping to reach higher levels, but I still can never let anything get me down, even when I see that I’m trying so hard for so long…
משום דבר...
Never think that there might be something which warrants me to feel bad. No matter how many times I fail, no matter how long I’m hoping to change and it’s just not going…
Never think that there might be something which warrants me to feel bad. No matter how many times I fail, no matter how long I’m hoping to change and it’s just not going…
ואפילו אם יהיה איך שיהיה, אעפ"כ אל יפול בדעתו כלל, ויקיים ואציעה שאול הנך...
No matter what, never to feel down, no matter what. No matter what reason I may come up with to feel bad, that’s not a reason.
Don’t even think that this situation is so bad that maybe I can feel bad just a little… no, I can’t feel bad at all!
No matter what, never to feel down, no matter what. No matter what reason I may come up with to feel bad, that’s not a reason.
Don’t even think that this situation is so bad that maybe I can feel bad just a little… no, I can’t feel bad at all!
וכשיש לו שתי בקיאיות אלו אזי הוא הולך בדרכי התשובה, ואז ימין ה' פשוטה לקבל תשובתו וזוכה לכבוד ה' ונעשה עי"ז אדם לשבת על הכסא. אשרי לו!
When I will be proficient in these skills, then I’ll be on the path of Teshuvah, and Hashem will lovingly accept my Teshuvah. This will bring true honor to Him. Ashreinu!
When I will be proficient in these skills, then I’ll be on the path of Teshuvah, and Hashem will lovingly accept my Teshuvah. This will bring true honor to Him. Ashreinu!
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